Day to Day

We can do better

Cory and I celebrated our two year anniversary this past weekend and it has me thinking about goals. Both of us know we have put on weight since we started dating and neither of us are thrilled about it. We both can do better…

We went to Indianapolis on Memorial Day and we had a stranger take our photo in front of the LOVE sculpture at the Indianapolis Museum of Art. I didn’t look at the photos at the time, in fact, it wasn’t until the following day that I looked at them. I’m realizing I’ve been avoiding any type of full length mirror since gaining weight. I guess my justification is if I can’t see it, it didn’t happen. Boy, was I in for a shock when I saw those photos! I promised myself I’d never let myself get back to that unhappy 240 pound girl, and I’m almost back there. Granted, I’m not that unhappy, well until I saw those photos. I did let myself get back there.

I’m not really ready to publish my goals or that photo until I’ve solidified what I’ll be doing. It always seems like I have these grand plans and no follow through on them. I think I try to do too much all at once and then when it doesn’t work I give up instead of altering the plan. I do know I want to blog more. I do miss it and it was a way for me to stay on the right path. If I had a bad week, I wrote about it, and moved on. It kept me honest which is what I need.

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    Rebecca Jo
    June 9, 2014 at 12:36 pm

    Oh mercy… I get it… I promised myself I wouldn’t get back up to the weight I am.. & I’m there… a little over actually.
    & I do the same thing – avoid mirrors & am Very aware of body poses in pictures. Its tough… its a battle… we can do it!!!!

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      Pam
      July 2, 2014 at 8:41 pm

      I’m so sorry Rebecca, for some reason WP didn’t alert me to this comment. WE CAN DO THIS! I hope this finds you well on your journey and in life! *hug*

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